I did it! I heard that the first three days were the hardest, and I think I believe it. Today I wasn't nearly as hungry. In fact, after my lean and green, I was completely stuffed! The food is getting more palatable. It's amazing how good things can taste after you've spent three days starving yourself...
Anyway, it's been a good day for the diet. Andrew and I were out today and I kept wanting to stop and get stuff. You know - the stuff I probably wouldn't have really gotten anyway, but the fact that I couldn't made it torture. I wanted a candied apple from Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory. I wanted a candy bar from the check out lane at Target. I wanted a hot fudge sundae from McDonald's. Don't even start to ask me about the dessert menu at Applebee's. And then there was the pizza at my sisters house that her husband had loaded with extra toppings that looked amazing. In fact, you should have seen me drooling over Peter's Kraft macaroni and cheese (I hate Kraft mac and cheese, by the way). Anyway, I'm still experiencing a LOT of food triggers, but I did it and it's getting easier. I felt good all day and was never really physically hungry - just emotionally wanting. I have never really thought of myself as being a food addict, but watching myself go without it makes me see things a little differently. It's been kind of fun and interesting for the budding therapist in me.
The fun thing about this diet is that I think it will help me learn to really love cooking an entirely new way. I think I will learn more about flavoring with herbs and spices and how to cook more with vegetables and create deliciously palatable healthy things. I figure I can start slowly by learning to cook these things on a small scale for my lean and green meal, but eventually I will feel comfortable with it and start pushing it on my family too. Tonight at Applebee's I ordered a from their 550 calorie and under menu. I had a steak and this delicious portabello mushroom stuffed with spinach and topped with a slight amount of parmesean cheese. The flavors were delicious. It tasted so rich. And yet it was so low-calorie. That's what I am hoping to learn how to do. Tomorrow I want to make these great stuffed peppers that I have had before from SkinnyTaste.com It will be yummy.
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